When I have nicotine in my blood I feel as if nothing can hurt me. I push my bike and myself to the breaking point that never comes, and I know that I don’t have full control anymore when it comes to traffic lights and everything else that also moves on the road, but faster I go. If I were to crash and fly into the blue sky and towards the dusty pavement, I wouldn’t mind. I would roll upon impact, and bounce back up, maybe laugh a little. I have no worries. I am in control and do everything with conviction like a born again christian.
For good or bad, nicotine makes you do it better.
What Matters. 